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1310 Scotland

The Priory, Isle of Iona
 

In the darkness of the dormitory, the novices were giggling. Several of the younger lasses slept at the end of the long room, but nearer the large oaken door, the older lasses were clustered around one story-teller.

Davina listened, as wide-eyed with amazement as the others, but keeping one ear on the passageway outside. Dame Maria, the sister in charge of the novitiates had ears like a ferret, and very little escaped her. This outpouring of mirth was strictly against all the rules. Once the last of the candles were snuffed for the night and darkness had fallen over the nunnery, speech was forbidden. The giggling of wayward young lasses would be nothing short of sacrilege where Dame Maria was concerned.

“Hush, lasses,” Davina said, striving to be heard over the giggling. They should be warned. The Dame’s punishments were severe. And where Davina was concerned, downright cruel. She did everything she could to avoid the older woman’s wrath, yet she was frequently singled out unfairly for punishment.

The giggling continued as the lass, new to the Priory, continued her story of the outside world. She regaled the novices with stories of the unsuitable – but, it seemed, very handsome – lad she was besotted with. He had proven to be the reason her outraged father, a nobleman, had brought her to the Priory, to remain there until she came to her senses.

The door swung open and there was an immediate scampering and scrambling as the lasses regained their original places on their hard pallets, feigning sleep.

Davina ducked, holding her breath, hoping the light from Dame Maria’s candle would not fall on her face.

But her hope was in vain. As she was closest to the door, it was only a matter of seconds before the nun was leaning over her, holding the candle to her face as she struggled to keep her eyes closed and her breathing slow and even.

A drop of molten wax from the candle dropped on her ear and her eyes shot open instantly in response.

“Aha.” The sound of the harsh voice brought out immediate goosebumps on Davina’s skin. “I’ve caught ye pretending tae sleep. It was ye, Davina, causing all this noise. Ye’re older than most of these lasses and ye should ken better.” Dame Maria huffed in fury. “Get up at once, I’ve had enough of yer insubordination and yer rebellious ways. I’ll see tae it that ye’ll be severely punished fer this unless ye give me the names of the others who were making this noise.”

The Dame stood, feet apart, looming over Davina, one hand on her waist, the other holding the candle on high.

Davina kept her lips tightly sealed. Infuriating Dame Maria ever further.

“Very well, I see yer stubbornness and yer defiance. Ye shall be punished. Furthermore, I have made me mind up that at the end of the month ye shall take yer vows tae become one of the sisters. Ye’ve been a postulant here at the Priory fer too long and it’s time ye were subjugated tae follow the Sacred Orders and never raise yer voice again tae argue or demand.”

She waited while Davina gathered her scant belongings, the scratchy, rough-woven flax robe, her boots, her rosary and her bible, before she ushered Davina from the room.

As she was led from the dormitory and along the silent, cold passageway to the lonely punishment cell, Davina ground her teeth at the injustice of it. Yet, she knew not to complain. Any voice raised in opposition to Dame Maria’s would be silenced quickly with additional punishments.

Once they arrived at the tiny space with its thick stone walls and its bare wooden pallet where she was to be incarcerated, Dame Maria unlocked the bolt with a giant iron key and drew the latch, swinging open the heavy metal-studded door so that Davina could slip inside.

The sister raised her arm, the thin strap she held in her hand curled into the air with a hissing sound before she lashed a stinging blow across Davina’s shoulders.

“Ye’ll remain there, contemplating yer wickedness, until I see fit tae allow ye tae re-enter the daily contemplations of our blessed Priory.” The woman strode to the door and slammed it shut, Davina shuddering at the sound of the giant key grinding in the lock.

She curled herself into a ball on the pallet, hugging her knees for warmth, pulling the thin cloth around her, trying her best to find a speck to warm her and block out the pain where she’d taken the blow.

This miserable, cold space was all too familiar. Since she’d been brought to the Priory as a child, she’d spent almost as much time in this cell as she had in the dormitory. Usually, it meant a diet of one meal each day, consisting of stale bread and water. If she was fortunate, there might be a small helping of warm milk, but little else.

What was worse than the savage pangs of hunger, was being kept indoors in the half darkness. Being away from the light, not breathing in the salt air off the sea, watching the birds fly, as she longed to do, was a far greater punishment than the lack of sustenance. She fretted that the garden she tended so lovingly, where she grew herbs and vegetables for the convent, would wither and die without her there to nurture it.

There was something in Dame Maria’s twisted smile that told her she, Davina, was particularly offensive to the woman and there was a strange, warped reason why she was singled out for punishment again and again.

She’d heard her presence here referred to as a stain on the convent, and that she herself was the spawn of the devil, something evil, that had no right to be among the good sisters.

At first, Davina had believed what she’d been told and she’d believed it was her wickedness that had resulted in her being abandoned here. But as the years went by, the insults and negations of her worth rolled off her like drops of rain on her skin, where once they had penetrated like knives plunged into her heart.

But today, what she’d heard had frozen her to the core of her being. She was to be forced to take the vows that would make her a Bride of Christ.

She lowered her head, resting her forehead against her knees.

No, she could not take vows to God that she would never keep. She wanted to embrace life as fully as she was able to, not to spend her days here in this place of isolation, far from the company of others. She could not bear to contemplate that this was all she would ever know.

She simply had to leave this place where she was endlessly punished and treated with ruthless cruelty. And now, her resolve to escape was all the more urgent as Dame Maria had declared she would be forced to take her vows at the end of the month. Although she had little sense of when, exactly, that would be, she knew her time was short.

Her stay in the tiny, dark cell, with only a bucket for her ablutions and a platter of scraps provided once daily, continued for what seemed an endless stretch of time. It was impossible to distinguish between day and night and, although at first, she’d tried to tune herself to the distant sounds of the chapel bells tolling the hours, she slowly lost all sense of time. It felt as if all her life had been lived in this place, where there was no comfort or warmth and her only company were occasional visits from Dame Maria.

“Look at me,” she’d command. “Let me look in yer eyes so I can see if ye’ve repented.”

Whatever defiance she imagined was in Davina’s eyes would earn another resounding blow with her whip, and the withdrawal of the scarce rations she was provided with. Although it was impossible to judge, Davina reckoned that days would pass when she would be afforded no nourishment at all. Not even a drop of water would pass her lips.

Her thoughts were occupied with plans to escape from the Priory. She must be out of the reach of Dame Maria before she was forced to take her vows.

Never would she break a vow once it was made before God, but she was certain the good Lord would not wish her to suffer this way.

As the days and nights wore on, she formulated a plan for her escape. While she knew little of the Priory’s surroundings, she knew it was on a tiny island. Her vague sense of having been taken there in a small boat many years before, suggested to her that she would require such a boat if she were to make her escape.

Even though the prospect of crossing water made her resolve all but disappear under the weight of fear, she knew she must make her way to the closest island. Once there she would find her way to safety.

Although she had no idea how all this would come to pass, she prayed, and believed that if she put her faith in the Good Lord, she could assist her escape and send folk to her aid.

Somehow, she had to get word to one of the fishermen who frequently came to the Priory to trade their catch for the herbs and vegetables she had growing in the garden.

She would prevail on her one friend, Lyra, to assist her if only she had the courage to. But, whatever it took, she would leave this place before the vows were taken.

 

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Three Months Later

The ceremony was every bit as grand as Davina had hoped. As she entered the chapel to the sound of the bagpipes, every head turned toward her. But she only had eyes for the tall figure standing by the altar in his great kilt, his black velvet jacket and his white shirt and kerchief.

The priest who had come all the way from the monastery on Iona said the Latin words that were decreed for the marriage service, they responded to the vows and, finally, the priest declared Everard MacNeil and Davina MacKinnon to be husband and wife.

Davina gave Everard a look from under her lashes as those words rang out. Few of the assembled wedding guests were aware that the bride and groom had been handfasted months before.

As they surveyed their guests from their seats in the high table, Everard identified all the various clan members who were gathered. Fergus and his wife from Vatersay were there, as was his uncle from the north of Barra. But all the Council members and their wives were enjoying the feasting, the music and the wine and whisky that flowed freely.

“Who is this grey-hair walking toward us now?” Davin whispered, as the tall, somewhat frail elderly man took his seat along from them at the high table.

“He is someone ye’ve yet tae meet. That is the Laird Nicol Comyn.”

She gasped. “Ye mean…?”

“Aye. He’s yer grandfaither, Sorcha’s faither.”

At once she got to her feet. “I must greet him. It is a wondrous thing that he is here. Did ye…?”

Everard shook his head. “Nay, it was Dùghall who went back after all these years tae Freuchie Castle tae tell his story and yers and tae invite the old man tae this celebration.”

The Laird Comyn beamed as his granddaughter went to greet him. He rose and clasped her hand as she curtsied.

“I see me darling Sorcha again when I look at ye,” he said, his eyes misting.

“I am so happy tae meet ye. And I look forward tae a conversation between us. Mayhap we will meet again on the morrow.”

“Aye, that would be a bonny thing.”

Returning to Everard’s side she smiled up at him, curling her fingers around his hand. “When I came tae Kiessimul I had nae family and I didnae ken me name or me faither’s name. Now I have a family: a husband, a half-braither, a faither and a grandfaither. And a braither and sister-in law who I have come tae ken and love and me other sister, Raven, and her family, whom I met today fer the first time. I am truly blessed.” Smiling, she recalled another blessing. “This day I also received a sweet note from me friend Lyra, who is now safely away from the Priory. I was able tae find her thanks tae me faither’s help. He wrote the nuns tae ask fer information fer me, tae keep me location hidden.”

“And I have won the love of me heart and formed a new alliance between the MacNeils and the MacKinnons and, it seems, the Comyns. And, last but nae least, I have had word from Hugo, who is in France and has been successful in his mission.”

Davina gave a laugh of pure joy and delight. Leaning in to Everard’s broad shoulder, she whispered, “How long will it be, me husband, until we have paid all our dues tae our guests and can retreat tae our bedchamber?” Her eyes shone with equal amounts of love and mischief.

He glanced around the hall where their guests were carousing. He nodded. “Mayhap it is time.” He rose to his feet and raised his tankard. A hush fell over the hall.

“Slàinte mhath me friends. I thank yer fer yer company. It has been a great joy fer me and me lady wife tae be among ye all on this day. Now the time has come fer me bride and meself tae leave ye. I wish ye all happiness and goodnight.”

As they departed, a cheer followed them through the hall.

Mildred and her staff lined the passage leading to their bedchamber, all of them smiling and wishing the bridal couple well. The door of the chamber was open wide, and before they entered and closed the door behind them, Everard and Davina saluted the loyal band of servants who had decorated the bedchamber.

It was lit with a hundred candles, pink roses bloomed from jugs all around the room, the floor was strewn with rose petals. In front of the fire, Feather yawned and stretched on her bed.

On the table beside the bed were a jug of wine and goblets. A brass lamp filled with rose scented oil shed a magical glow over the sheets and pillows.

Everard poured wine for them both. “Tae ye, me beautiful bride. Taenight our marriage is nae only legal in law, but now we are wed in the eyes of the Good Lord.”

Davina took several sips of the wine, placed her goblet on the table and stepped toward her husband. He watched in amazement as she deftly unfastened the gold brooch at his shoulder causing the length of plaid to fall away. Then her busy fingers undid his belt so that his great kilt slipped to the floor at his feet and he was left standing in nothing but his long shirt.

His eyes darkened as Davina moved closer.

“I wish tae see all of ye, me laird. I wish tae feast me eyes on yer beauty and yer scars. Fer ye are mine now, fer all time, and I wish tae see me prize.”

He laughed, “Ye’re a bold lass me love, but I’ll nae object.”

Her head was whirling. Had the wine made her so bold? She wanted this man, and she wanted to feel his hardness in her hand. She reached for the hem of his shirt and he lifted his arms.

She raised his shirt, glorying in the sight of his strong muscled chest as she slipped the fine fabric to his shoulders and lifted it free of his head and over his arms. He stood there before her, his arms still raised, in all his naked beauty.

She ran her fingers over his skin, tracing the outline of his muscles on his chest, flicking the dark hairs, and proceeding down his belly. She took his hardening shaft in her hand, and slipped her hand along its length.

Then she pushed him, ever so slightly, so that he subsided back onto the bed.

Now it was her turn. While he lay before her, his eyes burning with a fire she’d never seen so bright, she slowly unlaced her gown and tugged the sleeves, so that the fabric fell from her shoulders and exposed her breasts to his gaze.

He gave a soft moan and went to reach for her, but she put up a finger. “Nay. ‘Tis me time. I’ll grant ye yers soon enough.”

She cupped her breasts displaying their puckering pink nubs, and he moaned again, more loudly this time.

Sliding the dress to the floor she stepped out of it and stood before him in only her petticoat and stockings.

While he lay, his shaft long and rigid, pointing straight up from his groin, she forbade him to move, He moaned and licked his lips, growing ever more ravenous while she reveled in the power she had over him.

Leaning over him she brushed his granite shaft with the softness of her breasts, allowing the hardness of their nubs to tease his tip.

“Och, lass,” he ground out. “Mind what ye dae. More of that and I’ll come all over ye wi’ me seed.”

Straightening, she gave a soft laugh, slowly untying the strings of her petticoat so that now she was clad only in her earbobs, stockings and silk slippers.

His burning gaze raked her body, coming to rest in the triangle of curls between her thighs. She moved a hand lightly over her mound, delighting in the sound of his sharp, indrawn breath as she did so.

He rolled his gaze up to the canopy. “D’ye wish me tae die of longing fer ye? I’m aching something fierce.” He moved his hips and she shook her head to stay him.

He huffed. “Me shaft should be inside that beautiful, hot, wetness of yers. Me fingers should be plying those wicked breasts, me mouth should be on yers. Are ye determined tae drive me mad?”

“Mayhap that is me plan, fer I wish ye tae be as hungry fer me as I am fer ye.”

She pulled the pins holding the braids that were wound around her head, garlanded with flowers. Then, with nimble fingers she unraveled each of the tiny, intricate braids one by one, until her wild mane of chestnut curls fell around her shoulders almost to her waist and the loosened flowers tumbled over him.

“By God, ye’re tormenting me wi’ yer beauty. I didnae ken that marriage would cause me such agony.”

After shedding her slippers, she raised a leg and poised her toes on the bed, affording his eyes a tantalizing glimpse between her thighs. She slowly rolled down her stocking and slid it off her foot. Then she did the same with the other stocking.

She shook her head, her curls spinning, “Methinks I’ll leave me earbobs on.” She grinned. He seemed to be gasping now, rather like a fish out of water. “What d’ye think? Earbobs in, or nae?”

“God’s blood lass, d’ye think me made of stone-cold marble, that ye parade yer nakedness and taunt me so? Have ye forgotten I’m a lad, and the blood runs thick and hot in me veins?”

Giving a small laugh she lowered herself onto the bed beside him. “I’ve nae forgotten ye’re a lad.” She bent and kissed the tip of his nose. “But mayhap ye’ve forgotten that the blood runs hot and thick in me veins also.”

With that she bent one leg over his thighs so that she straddled him. Wriggling, she aligned her entrance over his tip.

His eyes were closed, he was gritting his teeth, his jaw tightening. “Then, lass, by all the saints in heaven and all the devils below, kindly put this poor lad out of his misery.”

Positioning him, she lowered herself slowly onto his shaft, slowly sliding him inside her.

She was half-way there when he groaned. “Good’s blood lass, I can stand it nay longer.” He seized her buttocks with both his hands and pulled her down, his hips rising so that she took all of him in as he ground against her, sending waves of molten heat from her core deep into every part of her.

He took her mouth and now it was her turn to moan into his mouth as his greedy tongue met hers and his hips thrust his hard shaft again and again.

This time there was no restraint. The dam of their passion had broken and she met him, thrust for thrust, abandoned and wanton, both of them groaning and grunting and crying out to the Lord. She screamed “Everard,” as the glorious sensations rolled over her on primitive and fierce waves of passion, inexorably driving to a crescendo so intense, it was if she was coming apart, falling to pieces, spinning with the stars in the heavens.

After what seemed a lifetime, they touched the earth again.

Davina laughed. It was too joyous a moment for anything else. He looked deep into her eyes, and joined her laughter.

The End

 

 

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Chapter One

May, 1310

The Isles of the Hebrides, Scotland

Straining her ears to catch the sound of the others’ breathing, Davina MacKinnon lay stiffly under the rough-woven sheet on her hard pallet. There was tossing and turning as the other novitiates looked to get comfortable for the night. A sigh, a yawn, even – if her ears did not deceive her – an occasional sniffle or a sob.

She was not the only one here in the priory at Iona against her will. Only a few came wishing to take holy orders and one day become a nun. Others were sent by their noble families to learn to read and write or simply to be sheltered from clan conflict. One or two such as herself, had been abandoned here, neglected and forgotten.

As the girls’ breathing slowed and deepened one by one as sleep overtook them, Davina’s heartbeat pounded against her ribs. This night was her only chance to leave the abbey before she was forced to become a nun for the rest of her days. With only one week before she would have to make her unbreakable vows to God, this was the opportunity she had planned for. A fisherman was waiting in his boat to row her across to Mull.

In a matter of hours, she would be free.

Ever since Davina had been brought there, Dame Maria, the Prioress, tormented her as if she wished to punish the child for simply being born. Davina’s protests fell on deaf ears. The Abbess in charge, who seldom had contact with the younger oblates and the novices, chose to ignore the cruelty and the unnecessary punishments. In Davina’s case, the long periods of isolation inflicted wounds on her lonely soul, which longed for company and friends. These periods, during which she never clapped eyes on another person, sometimes extended for weeks. Like her soul, her body suffered mightily from the frequent denial of food that left her half-starved.

But instead of subduing Davina’s wild temperament, which was Dame Maria’s aim, the neglect and cruelty had simply heightened her sense of injustice. As the years had gone by, she had become more outspoken and more rebellious. She had once summoned the courage to remind the Prioress that the convent was under the rules of St. Benedict and that she was not living up to his wishes.

That, of course, had only earned her extra punishment, worse than ever. But it had been worth it to see the scowl appear on Dame Maria’s face and her shallow cheeks redden with unholy rage.

Recollections of the Prioress’s cruelty spurred Davina on, making her all the more determined escape. If she was discovered and brought back to the Abbey, she knew the woman would make her life a living hell forever.

Tonight, she would leave this place, never to return. She would not spend her days in silent contemplation and prayer, her head bowed, speaking only when spoken to, rarely leaving the forbidding stone walls of the convent, being punished for simply being herself.

Satisfied that all the others in her dormitory were fast asleep, Davina silently rose from her cot. Reaching underneath the pallet, she withdrew a small bundle and, with it clutched firmly in her hands, she tiptoed along the length of the huge room. She held her breath, praying that her feet would pass the creaky boards without a sound. She froze momentarily as one of the other girls stirred and muttered something. But she was only talking in her sleep and settled again almost immediately.

Davina had no time to waste. There was only a brief time before night prayers and Laud, the first of the day. She had, at best, three hours while the convent slept. Before dawn the nuns would be awake for another day of contemplation, prayer, and hard work.

Once safely outside the dormitory, she hastened down the stairs, making for the cloisters. On her way, as she slipped past the warming room she saw two nuns, their heads bent in prayer beside the huge fire that was kept alive day and night throughout the long months of winter. Even though spring was already bursting forth, it was kept burning so that the nuns could always find a place of warmth.

Slightly out of breath as she reached the cloisters, she looked around in the gloom, her eyes alighting on another shadowy figure. Lyra. Her friend and co-conspirator. The only person that Davina felt connected to for the past decade.

The two lasses hugged. “I wish ye were coming wi’ me,” Davina whispered.

“If we were tae leave together, we’d have little chance. It is a simpler thing fer ye tae make yer flight fer freedom on yer own,” Lyla brushed her hand over Davina’s. “Dinnae fash. I’ll be leaving here soon enough. But ye must be gone before Dame Maria forces ye tae take the vows.”

In the darkened cloisters Davina quickly divested herself of the plain woolen night-shift that made her skin itch, and donned the clothes she carried in the small bundle. These were well-worn of rough-woven wool, almost ragged, provided by one of the farmers’ wives who sometimes came to the nunnery with produce. With the promise of prayers to be said petitioning the Good Lord to fill the woman’s belly with a longed-for child, she’d willingly parted with the old clothes.

Dressed in the ragged striped kirtle and the shirt Davina tied the knitted shrug around her shoulders and slipped her feet into her boots. She wove her long, dark-auburn, braids around her head, donned a small white cap and tied it under her chin.

She bent and kissed Lyla’s soft cheek. “Thank ye fer helping me. I will miss me only friend. Who will I have now tae laugh with and dae mischief?”

“Never fret.” She squeezed Davina’s arm. “Yer bruises will fade, and ye’ll get some meat on yer bones soon enough. We’ll be together again before long, when ye’re settled on Mull.” Lyla giggled softly. “I cannae wait tae see the face on old Dame Maria when the wrinkled old walnut-face discovers ye’ve gone.”

There was still a smile on Davina’s face as she skirted the end of the cloisters, ducked past the chapel and made her silent way to the huge timber gates in the wall.

After slowly pulling free the giant metal bolt holding the gates closed, she eased them open, shuddering at the loud creaking sound they made. She stepped outside, took a deep steadying breath of the air that seemed to swirl with freedom and future possibilities, and took her first steps away from the convent where she’d been incarcerated for the past nine years.

Her heart leaped as she heard a man’s shout.

Looking around she spied the figure of a man approaching from the other end of the long wall. His shout was greeted by another and when she looked in the other direction, she saw another man advancing.

In all these years, she’d never dreamt that the Abbey was guarded by armed men. Now the realization hit her like a tree toppling on her head.

I should have planned this better. I’m nae prepared enough.

As both men seemed to be hell-bent in stopping her from escaping and were rapidly closing in, without further thought she took of as fast as her legs would carry toward the shore. She held up her skirt and sped along the path toward the water. Behind her, the guards were yelling for her to stop. Heart pumping, her cap hanging loose and her braids flying behind her she raced along the shore toward the place where the fisherman was meant to be waiting.

But there was no one there. The sandy beach was empty, the tiny waves lapping under the moonlight.

She looked around frantically, her breath heaving in her chest. Where could she go? She looked at the dark stretch of water before her and shuddered. For as long as she could remember the thought of entering water and the water rushing over her head caused her to almost shatter into a million pieces. Her teeth were chattering and her entire body was trembling. She was terrified to advance, yet the men were gaining on her and within seconds they’d be upon her. A vision of being dragged back to the nunnery and being greeted by a cruelly smirking Dame Maria was enough to bring her to desperation. She could overcome the terror caused by the thought of entering the water. Somehow, she would swim to the Isle of Mull.

Then came a shout from one of the burly men giving chase. “Hey, ye. Lass. Stop. Ye’re nay permitted tae leave the convent.”

She flew across the beach, giving thought to nothing but the dark shape of the Island of Mull looming over the water ahead of her. Surely it was not too far. If only she could swim, she could make it there.

Clenching her jaw, she flung herself into the sea. Forcing herself to accept the salty water rushing over her knees and up her legs, she waded out until she could no longer touch the pebbles and sand on the bottom. Death was better than going back she repeated to herself as a mantra.

By now the two men were standing on the shore, watching her and waving. She ignored their calls and dived under the water, pushing with her hands, the way she’d seen the seals doing with their flippers. She moved along underwater and then rose to the surface to gulp another lungful of air before diving under again, all the while flapping her hands and pushing herself forward. When she lifted her head from the water again, the shore had been left behind.

If only she could keep swimming like that, she would be in Mull in no time.

But of course, Davina was soon forced to admit to herself that she couldn’t. Although she tried hard and made some progress, her arms turned into lead weights, too heavy to push again and again. Her legs grew tired of kicking and, before long, instead of pushing her to the surface, they tangled in her ragged kirtle and slowly sank beneath her. Each time she struggled to the surface it was more difficult to catch a breath before she went under again. The terror she’d been pushing deep down in her heart, began to resurface with a mighty force.

Arms and legs aching, her lungs unable to haul in the breath she so desperately needed, she felt the pull of the water taking her down. Her hair had come loose and floated around her as she flailed her arms and legs, but no matter how hard she tried her tired body could no longer find the energy required to bring her to the surface.

Down, down, she floated, her chest aching as she struggled to draw breath, all the while her lungs filling with water. The end of her flight had come and, somehow, drowning seemed like a weightless, floating, rest from all her struggles, the end of all the cruelty and pain she’d had to endure. She closed her eyes and allowed the waters of the Sound of Iona to close over her.

Chapter Two

Everard, the Laird of the MacNeils, flicked his night-dark hair across his shoulder. His blue eyes were fixed on the menacing barrier of grey clouds building out at sea. His men had almost finished loading his big birlinn riding at anchor in the lee of the Island of Mull and, with any luck, they would safely returned to his home in Kiessimul Castle, on the Isle of Barra, before the storm struck.

As the last crate of chickens and two barrels of wine were lugged on board by the crew, he gave the order to unfurl the big sails and one-by-one his men took their places at the oars.

Everard’s aide and advisor, Hugo MacRae, untied the mooring and, as he pulled the rope on board, the ship slipped away, the oarsmen straining and the breeze filling the sails. Everard took the rudder and within minutes the village of Fionnphort was nothing more than a tiny dot in the distance.

He would be glad to return home. His stay on Mull had been necessary, but not enjoyable. Although his negotiations with the Laird Alexander MacDougall had been cordial, they were always far from friendly. He’d never been comfortable around the man, although he professed a hearty kind of comradeship with much back-slapping, hand-shaking and shared jugs of ale. Everard suspected MacDougall to be allied with the English king, Edward, the son of Longshanks, the man who was Scotland’s greatest adversary, while the MacNeils were loyal subjects of the true Scots king, Robert the Bruce.

He smiled to himself. The trade route between the Isles was of utmost importance as Barra and the Small Isles depended on their trading. Although the seat of MacDougall’s territory was Lorne, on the mainland, Laird Alexander MacDougall kept control of large swathes of the western Isles as Lord of Argyll. It seemed word had come to him that Everard was in league with privateers from the Island of Canna. After much discussion and a great deal of flattery and many lies, a truce of sorts had been declared between the two lairds. As with many such truces between clans, it was a shaky affair that could change at the whim of the powerful laird.

His reverie was abruptly halted as Everard’s searching gaze lit upon something floating in the water. As they drew closer, he saw that the object was a body.

“Hold,” he ordered. The rowers put up their oars and he turned the rudder so that the ship sailed close to the object. As they drew alongside, he saw it was a woman, her long chestnut tresses floating around her.

Without a moment’s thought for his own safety, Everard undid his belt and let his great kilt fall to the deck as he dived over the side of the birlinn. Within a few short strokes he was beside her, turning her face from the water.

“The lass is near drowned,” he called to the men assembled on the deck. “Help me lift her on board.”

As Everard held her up, a dozen hands helped to pull her from the waves. He hauled himself on board and pulled his plaid around him, shivering, while the crew laid her on the boards of the deck. Water spilled from her nose, her ears and poured from her mouth. He rolled her over, pressing his hands on her back pumping her free of the water that had deluged her insides.

Hugo kneeled beside Everard, and with a linen cloth he dried her eyes and mouth, keeping the tangle of her hair from her face. “She’s beautiful,” he whispered.

Everard had no eyes for her beauty, he was too busy clearing the water from her chest. After what seemed like hours but was, in reality, mere instants, the lass gulped in a breath, her chest heaved, she spat up yet more water but, this time, after she’d choked and gasped as the water flowed, she gave a loud moan.

“She lives,” Hugo called to the assembled crew.

Everard, still kneeling beside the lass, yelled. “She’s like ice. Bring blankets.” At once two crew members appeared bearing two woven woolen rugs. He wasted no time in tearing off the wet ragged skirt that was twisted around her legs binding them tightly, and quickly swaddled her in the cloth. He held her limp body against him, using his own body-heat in an effort to warm her frozen blood.

The lass was almost gone.

She lay prone in his arms, her chest rising and falling unevenly as she fought for breath. But despite the hopeful signs that she was returning to life, her eyes remained closed and her face as white as a seagull’s wing. He pressed an ear to her chest. Her heartbeat was faint but steady.

Everard looked down at her face. Hugo spoke true, she was beautiful, her features were even in a heart-shaped face, her nose short and straight, with only the tiniest upturn and the faintest sprinkling of pale freckles. Her mouth was wide, her teeth white and even. He imagined that mouth smiling as she talked, her lips plush and rosy, not blue and deathly as they were now. Her lashes were long and dark, and although her eyes were hidden, he imagined them with golden lights, sparkling and joyous as she laughed.

He shook his head to dispel his fantasy of this lost waif. He would wait until she was fully awake and then find out who she was, where she had come from and what she was doing afloat and near drowned in the Sound of Iona.

The ship had turned when Everard had ordered it to change course to retrieve the lass and the breeze was driving it back to shore. The oarsmen had resumed their benches and were holding up their oars, ready for their orders.

“We return tae the Isle of Mull. Tae Fionnphort,” he signaled to Hugo, who took his place at the rudder, turning the ship, and the men began to row. The birlinn, its sails full, skimmed the water while Everard held the lass close to his heart, breathing gently into her mouth to aid the rise and fall of her chest, striving to steady her ragged breath.

Once they’d returned to their mooring, Everard waited with the lass, while Hugo stepped ashore to seek out lodgings. They needed some place where they could warm the lass and provide her with the nourishment that would help her regain her strength. And, with any luck, they might find a healer whose tisanes and remedies would strengthen her.

Hugo returned with a stout good-wife who he introduced as the Widow Lachlan. She took one look at the fragile form in Everard’s arms, rolled up her sleeves and took charge of the situation.

“Come with me,” she ordered. “I have a comfortable room in me house where the poor lass will be warm. I have broth heating on the fire, which will put some color back in those pale cheeks.”

She led them up the hill from the shore toward a substantial stone house. Everard carried his charge upstairs to a warm and comfortable bedchamber and laid her gently on the bed while Widow Lachlan stoked the fire. A serving maid hurried in with a covered pot containing hot coals and inserted it between the sheets to warm the bed.

“First, we must get her out of those wet clothes. She’ll never warm up while she remains sodden.” The widow unwrapped the still form from the rugs. “Look away, lad. Ye’ve nay right to see her naked.”

Everard obediently turned away. Moving toward the small window he kept his gaze on the road where a farmer was leading a large bull by a rope attached to a ring in the animal’s nose. His two dogs nipped at the bull’s hooves, keeping it moving as they hurried through the village.

He kept his ears tuned to the murmurs and encouragement from the widow as she tended the stricken lass.

“Ye can turn back now.” The Widow Lachlan said, a satisfied note in her voice. “I’ve dried the lass and tucked her under the quilts. The bed’s nice and warm. I’ll leave her in yer care while I see tae the nourishment.”

As she left the room, Widow Lachlan handed what was left of Davina’s clothes to the serving maid. “These are ruined, she’ll never wear them again. Throw them into the big fire downstairs with the other rubbish.”

Everard pulled up a timber chair beside the large bed, keeping his eyes fixed on the lass, acutely aware that she was naked under the covers and that her only clothing had been consigned to the fire.

As she warmed, her eyelids began flickering and by the time the widow had reappeared with a trencher and a bowl of broth, the lass was moving her head, looking around the room.

When her eyes came to rest on Everard she gasped, her eyes widened and she plucked at the bedcover as if she was trying to hide herself.

“Who… are… ye?” Her voice was nothing more than a hoarse whisper and Everard had to lean forward to catch her words.

“I am Laird Everard MacNeil of Kiessimul Castle on the Isle of Barra.” He kept a formal tone as he spoke. “And, may I enquire who are ye lass, and how did ye come tae be half drowned in the sea?”

The terrified expression on the lass’s face was replaced by a look of blank puzzlement. She shook her head on the pillow. “I’m nae sure who I am. I ken me name is Davina, but I ken aught else.”

“Ye dinnae recall how ye came tae be underneath the waves?”

Davina spent a few moments pondering his question. “I recall I was mightily afeared.” She thought some more and shook her head. “Mayhap it will take a while fer me tae recall something more. Me head daesnae feel right.”

Widow Lachlan took a chair beside the bed next to Everard and spooned the broth between Davina’s lips. “Dinnae fash, lass. Ye’ll soon get yer strength again. Take some more broth.”

The door opened a fraction and Hugo’s worried face appeared in the doorway.

“Me Laird, if we’re tae sail on the tide, we cannae delay any longer. Otherwise, we’re here until the next high tide.”

Everard rose to his feet, strangely reluctant to leave the lass. He reached for the purse at his belt and withdrew several gold coins which he handed to Widow Lachlan.

“I thank ye fer yer care and fer yer kindness. If ye can see tae the lass until she’s well enough tae travel I’d be much obliged t’ye.”

The widow placed the coins in the pocket of her apron. “I have freshly laundered clothes fer her and when she is well enough, I’ll see her on her way.”

A small cry came from Davina and all three looked up.

“Please.” She was shaking her head and trying to sit.

Everard reached an arm around her and helped her upright, while Hugo piled pillows behind her for support.

Clutching the coverlet under her chin, she looked from one face to the next, as if gauging whether they could be trusted. She turned to Everard, speaking in a low voice.

“I ken ye’re a kind man and ye’ve helped me this far. But I must be on me way. I cannae stay here.”

She reached a hand out to clutch his sleeve and, in doing so, that coverlet fell away, revealing her naked shoulders. She gave a shriek and pulled up the cover. “Me clothes…?”

Widow Lachlan gave Everard a disapproving look. “I’ve another kirtle fer ye, lass, if ye wait awhile the maid will bring it.”

Davina kept a tight hold on Everard’s sleeve. “Ye mustnae leave me here. I’m in danger. There are people chasing me…” She trailed off, an expression of horror coming over her face.

“Lass, I cannae take ye with me. I’m soon tae be sailing across the sea tae the Isle of Barra. I’ve given Widow Lachlan enough coin tae care fer ye until ye feel well enough. Who are yer kin? They’ll be searching fer ye.”

Davina was shaking her head fiercely. “I dinnae remember it all, but I ken there are men who wish me ill. I think I may have been running from them when I entered the water.” She looked up, her eyes beseeching him. “The water terrifies me, yet I ken if I went into the waves, whoever was hunting me must have made me even more afeared.”

The situation was becoming more and more difficult for Everard. He was fully aware of the turning tide and the need for their birlinn to be sailing before long. But there was something in the lass’s desperation that touched his heart. She clearly feared for her life and all his protective impulses were shouting at him to take care of her. Leaving her there to meet an uncertain fate did not sit well with him, his honor wouldn’t let him leave a lass in need. He glanced over at Hugo who was frowning at him, signaling with a movement of his head that they should be on their way.

“Can ye think hard, Davina. Trawl through yer mind. Where were ye when ye entered the water? Who were the men pursuing ye? Think on it.”

Davina sat up in the bed clutching the covers about her. She took in a deep breath, shaking her head. “Where am I now, me laird? Mayhap if I ken where ye found me it might bring back a memory.”

“Ye’re in Fionnphort. It’s a small village on the Isle of Mull. There are few people who live here, mostly fisherfolk. It lies across the water from the Isle of Iona.”

She listened intently to Everard’s words. He could see her mind working as she rolled her eyes, straining to remember. When he came at last to the mention of Iona she startled, gasping, her hand flying to her mouth.

“D’ye recall something of Mull and Iona?”

She nodded. “Aye. ‘Tis Iona. I recall the nuns…” She moaned again. “I was meant tae take me vows.”

“Ye’re tae become a nun?” Everard blinked. Helping a novice to run from taking her vows at the abbey on Iona was the last thing he wanted to be involved with. He needed to get to the bottom of this puzzle. “Was it the nuns at the convent ye were running from?”

“I recall something now.” She buried her face in her hands, as if whatever she recalled was causing pain. When she looked up, her eyes were desperate, pleading. “I wasnae at the nunnery of me own free will. It felt like I was a prisoner.” Tears streamed down her cheeks as the memories came roaring back. “I cannae recall all of it, but there was one… Maria… I’m certain she was sent tae Iona by the devil, tae torture the likes of me.”

She reached for Everard’s hand, imploring him. “I cannae go back. If I had ended me days in a watery grave as I thought was me fate, it would be better than returning tae the nunnery. And me punishment.” She sniffed, but the tears kept on flowing. “Please, I beg ye tae take me wi’ ye. If ye leave me here and they come fer me, me death will be on yer hands.”

In her agitation she tossed back the covers and threw her legs to the floor, trying to lever herself upright with her hands on the side of the bed.

By all the holy saints! “Lass where d’ye think ye’re going?” Everard glimpsed bare white skin, pink-tipped breasts and a dark triangle between her thighs before her hands shot up to cover herself as best, she could.

She uttered a loud, embarrassed, wail and flung herself back under the covers, her face blushing bright red. “I forgot I was nae dressed.” She moaned wiping her wet cheeks with the back of her hand.

Everard couldn’t help the little quirk of amusement on his lips at the moment of unexpected pleasure. She looked delicious, her eyes wide, her bright chestnut hair flying across her shoulders and down her back. His blood ran hot at the sight of her and he felt a tell-tale twitch in his groin even as he silently admonished himself for his unseemly lust.

The lass was an innocent. A novice, fer God’s sake! Her shock at her own nakedness was real enough and, he was certain, she had no idea of the picture of female beauty she presented to him.

The situation was saved from further awkwardness by Widow Lachlan bustling into the room. Draped over her arm was an assortment of various items of clothing. She held up first a petticoat, then stockings, a long-sleeved shirt with laces at the front, a deep-blue linen kirtle, a woolen cloak, boots, a scarf, a knitted cap and other items which Everard did not recognize.

The Widow looked Davina up and down. “Ye’re tall but I reckon these will fit ye well enough. Give or take an inch or two. Ye’re thin, so ye’ve nae need of stays.”

Davina looked at the clothing in bewilderment. He guessed that from her time in the nunnery she’d dressed in nothing but the plain habit worn by nuns. A rough-woven all in one garment that covered them from head to toe along with assorted veils and coverings. Now, confronted with all these different items, she would scarcely ken where to start.

The good widow turned to Everard. “If ye leave us, I’ll help the lass tae don these garments so she’ll be ready tae travel wi’ ye.”

Everard got to his feet and strode through the door where Hugo was waiting.

“Well?”

Everard groaned, tussling his fingers through his long dark hair. “Mayhap it will dae nae harm tae let the lass accompany us. At least she’ll be safe from whatever harm she fears. When she’s properly well, we can find her kinfolk and take her home.”

Hugo nodded. “Bring her wi’ us if ye must. But we’ve nae time tae waste if we’re tae catch the tide.”

They were chatting about the plans, when the door to the bedchamber was flung open and Widow Lachlan emerged holding Davina’s hand.

Davina took Everard’s breath away. Her cheeks were flushed with pink, her hair had been combed and flowed down her back in thick chestnut waves and she gazed at him with amber-colored eyes fringed with dark lashes that started a mysterious pounding in his heart. She was a rare beauty, indeed.

After thanking the widow and compensating her for her trouble and for the clothing, they set off for the mooring, two of Everard’s men accompanying them.

Everard tucked Davina’s arm in his, enabling her to lean on him and be supported as she gained sufficient strength to keep pace with them.

As they drew near Everard’s birlinn, two men waded ashore from a small rowing boat. Davina looked at them, her eyes widening fearfully, clutching his arm.

“Those two…,” she croaked gesturing toward the men. “They were the ones pursuing me. I’m certain of it.”

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