
Castle Grant, three months later
Marriage had not altered Castle Grant so much as it had altered Elaina’s place within it. What had once felt vast, unfamiliar, and only conditionally hers had, in the weeks since the wedding, become as natural to her as breath.
There were keys now in her keeping, lists set before her, disputes brought to her for judgment when Duncan was away, and a hundred small duties which, rather than burdening her, seemed only to root her more firmly into the life she had chosen.
She had adapted to being Duncan’s wife with a grace that surprised even herself.
It wasn’t because the role was without demand, for it was not. Nor was it because she had forgotten all fear, for one did not wholly forget such things. It was simply because she had entered into this life by her own consent. That difference altered everything. To walk beside Duncan in the hall, to sit with him at table, to hear herself addressed as lady of the house, all of it carried a private sweetness that had not yet diminished with familiarity.
That morning, however, even these accustomed comforts did little to quiet the strange fluttering within her.
She had risen earlier than usual, though not from restlessness alone. There was a brightness in her which seemed to defy both calm and concealment, a secret warmth that had followed her through the day and made every ordinary task feel charged with meaning.
More than once, she had caught herself smiling for no reason at all. More than once, she had placed an absent hand against herself, then quickly drawn it away, though there was no one there to observe the gesture.
She had to find Duncan.
That necessity, once formed, overtook every other concern. She endured breakfast with imperfect attention, listened to a steward’s report with less patience than it deserved, and only after a determined attempt at normality did she abandon all pretense and set out in search of him.
He was not in his study, nor in the solar, nor upon the training ground, where she had half expected to find him with Iain. A maid told her he had passed through the inner court not long before. A groom thought he might have gone toward the western side of the castle.
Catriona, when encountered in the passage with a basket of dried herbs balanced upon one hip, smiled at her inquiry. “If me braither has any sense, he will be exactly where ye need him tae be.”
Elaina would have questioned her further, but Catriona only laughed and continued on her way.
So, Elaina went on alone, through sunlit corridors and stairways worn smooth by generations of use. Her hand would brush now and then along the stone as if the castle itself might help direct her. At length, with no clear reason beyond instinct, she turned toward the chapel. The moment the thought came to her, she knew the path to be right.
The chapel door stood half open. Elaina slowed as she approached, giving in to that familiar hush which belonged only to this place. She paused at the threshold.
The chapel was quiet, steeped in the mellow gold of afternoon light. It entered through the high narrow windows and lay across the old stone in long soft bars, illuminating the polished wood of the pews and the worn edges of the aisle.
How much of her life had happened within those walls. Here, Duncan had first opened his heart to her without reserve. Here, she had learned the full depth of his grief, his fear, his love. Here, one chapter of her life had ended and another, unlooked-for and undeservedly happy, had begun.
And now, he was there again.
He stood near the front, not kneeling, but with one hand resting lightly upon the back of a pew. His head was bowed in thought. He had not heard her yet.
Elaina remained where she was, watching him. It still astonished her, at times, that this serious, steadfast, deeply feeling man was hers, and that she was his. Marriage had not reduced the force of her love. It had only gentled it into something deeper and more constant. The sharpness of early passion remained, but joined now to trust, to habit, to the quiet intimacy of shared days and nights and duties.
She stepped forward at last. The soft sound of her movement reached him then, and he turned.
“Elaina,” he smiled, and though he spoke her name every day, he had never once spoken it without warmth.
A smile of her own rose to her lips before she could help it. “Am I disturbing ye?”
“Always,” he said, with that quiet dryness which only deepened the affection in his eyes, “and never unwelcome.”
She entered farther into the chapel, and he moved to meet her, reaching for her hands as naturally as if he had been deprived of them for hours rather than moments. His thumbs brushed lightly over her knuckles.
“I have been looking fer ye everywhere,” she told him.
“That sounds ominous.”
“It is nae,” she assured him.
His brows lifted slightly. “Then it is important.”
She looked at him, and whatever he saw in her face made his own expression soften at once into concern.
“Elaina?”
Something prevented her from speaking. It was not fear precisely, though there was trembling, nor was it uncertainty, for she had never been more certain of anything in her life. It was only that the words felt too precious and too life-altering, to be spoken carelessly.
She had carried them alone for only a short while, yet already they seemed to have changed the very air around her, lending every familiar thing a new and secret meaning.
Duncan took a step nearer. “What is it? Ye are pale, me love.”
That made her smile, though faintly.
“I am nae pale,” she said, with an effort at composure that convinced neither of them. Her hand, still resting low against her gown, tightened slightly. “Only… overcome, perhaps.”
At once his brow furrowed more deeply. “Have ye been unwell?”
The tenderness in the question nearly undid her. She lowered her gaze for an instant, because happiness of this kind was almost too bright to meet directly.
“A little,” she admitted. “Lately.”
Duncan’s hand rose to her arm at once, steadying and protective. “Why did ye nae tell me?”
She blushed at his question. “Because I wished tae be sure.”
He searched her face with that earnest, intent look he had whenever her well-being was concerned, and Elaina saw the moment when concern sharpened into dawning confusion. His gaze dropped once more to the hand she had placed against herself. Then it lifted again, slowly, and fixed upon her with a stillness that seemed to suspend even the air between them.
Elaina’s breath trembled. “Duncan…”
He did not move.
“I think…” She laughed then, though tears had already begun to gather in her eyes. “Nay, I ken… I ken.”
His fingers tightened upon her sleeve.
And then, very softly, with all the wonder in the world rising into her voice, she revealed her news. “I am with child.”
The words hung between them like music.
He only stared at her, as though he had heard and yet could not trust himself to believe it. Every feeling in his face seemed to pass over it in the space of a breath, until at last all of it gave way to utter astonishment, and Elaina thought she had never loved him more.
“With child?” he repeated, and his voice was scarcely more than a whisper.
Her smile broke fully then, though tears slipped free at the same moment. “Aye.”
For another brief instant he remained still, the truth settling into him. Then all at once, he gathered her into his arms. The force of his embrace was full of relief, of wonder, of a joy so sudden and profound that it seemed to shake him. Elaina let herself be held, pressing close against him. She closed her eyes, while he held her as though she were the dearest thing ever entrusted to him.
He drew back just enough to look at her, both hands rising to cup her face now.
“Can it be true?”
She could only laugh through her tears. “I should hardly come tae the chapel tae invent such a thing.”
A sound left him then, which was both a laugh and a disbelieving breath. He kissed her forehead, then her cheeks, then her mouth. Each kiss felt more reverent than the last, as though he scarcely knew how to contain himself except through tenderness.
“We are tae have a bairn,” he said again, and now there was wonder in every syllable. “Our bairn.”
“Aye.”
He closed his eyes briefly, resting his brow against hers. His smile had not left him. She could feel it there, warm and unguarded, and when he opened his eyes again, they were full of such fierce happiness that her own heart swelled in answer.
“I didnae think,” he said thoughtfully, as though he were speaking half to himself, “that I could be happier than I was the day I married ye.”
Elaina smiled. “And now?”
“Now,” he replied with a laugh that was almost boyish in its astonishment, “I ken I had nay notion of happiness at all.”
She laughed, too, then, unable not to, and he kissed her again. His joy gentled into affection so deep it seemed to envelop them both. When he drew back, his hand moved almost hesitantly to rest over hers where it still lay against her gown. The touch was light, reverent, and so full of awe that Elaina’s throat tightened once more.
There was a serenity in him now she had seen only in the rarest moments. And there, in the chapel where he had once confessed his fear of once again losing those he loved, the circle seemed at last complete. He had come there once burdened by loss, and now, he stood in the same place receiving life.
“I am afraid I shall become intolerably happy,” he said through a smile.
“Ye are already halfway there.”
“Nay,” he replied, looking at her as though she were both miracle and home. “I am entirely there.”
Then he kissed her once more, and in the quiet chapel, with sunlight on the stone and joy between them like a blessing, Elaina felt the future open before them as no longer something to fear, but something to welcome, together.
The End
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