Extended Epilogues

Mid-Argyll, Scotland, Summer, 1668

Elaine was watching anxiously from her chamber window, looking out across the moorlands far into the distance. She had been waiting all day for a sign of Finlay and Andrew’s return, but so far, there had been no sign of them, and she was growing worried.

It was early spring in Mid-Argyll, the days still lingering with the shortness of winter, darkness closing in early, and the weather unpredictable. Snow still lay on the high mountain tops and a cold northern wind brought with it a chill that pierced to the bone.

She sighed, turning away from the window and shaking her head, as Carys looked up from her sewing with a questioning look upon her face.

“Nay sign of them, mistress?” she asked, and Elaine shook her head.

“They have been gone for three days, Carys. Each day I have expected them back, but nothin’ and nay message either. What has become of them?” she said.

“They will be all right, mistress. When has Finlay ever failed in battle?” she asked.

“There is always a first time, Carys, and he has Andrew with him, what if tis’ he who is injured? I could never forgive myself for allowin’ my firstborn to ride out like that on some foolish errand,” she said, slumping into a chair by the fire.

“Andrew is headstrong. He is nineteen years old, ye cannae stop him wantin’ to fight and follow his father into battle,” Carys said.

“Aye, but I can worry about him as only a mother can,” Elaine replied.

“Have faith, mistress. Come now, sit a while by the fire, and we shall talk of old times. Dae ye remember when we used to sit for hours by the fire at Carrick when we were young?” she said, and Elaine smiled.

“Aye, such carefree days they were, I should have enjoyed them more for now there always seems so burden upon us,” she said, sighing.

“But much happiness too, ye have three beautiful children and a husband who loves ye. Ye still have me at yer side and a home here at Kilchurn, ye are luckier than ye think, mistress and daenae forget, I await my husband too, Dougal is with them, but ye daenae see me worryin’ every moment for him,” Carys said, and Elaine nodded.

She was happy, for hers was a charmed and privileged life as mistress of the MacCallum clan. But at that moment, she could think only of Finlay and Andrew, worrying for their safety and praying for their swift return.

***

Later that evening, she sat at the table in the great hall. The wind was whistling around the castle, a draught causing her to shiver and the fire in the hearth to splutter and spit. On her right was Carys, and on her left were Margaret and Robert, her two younger children, both happily eating their dinner and oblivious to their mother’s worry.

“I cannae eat,” Elaine said, pushing aside her plate.

“Come now, mistress, ye shall make yerself ill if ye daenae eat,” Carys said, but Elaine shook her head.

“Somethin’ has happened to them, I know it,” she said, but at that very moment, a commotion came from outside the great hall, and suddenly the doors burst open, and a dozen clansmen entered bearing a stretcher.

Elaine let out a cry of horror at the sight, rushing forward to where Finlay lay wounded and bleeding before her.

“Elaine, tis’ nae as bad as it looks,” Finlay said, struggling to sit up and gasping for breath.

“What happened? I have been anxious all day, I have nae slept for waitin’ for ye. I thought ye and Andrew would return two days ago, and … Finlay, where is Andrew? Where is our son?” she asked, looking around her, panic rising in her voice.

“I am here, mother, I am quite safe,” came a voice from the door of the great hall, and Elaine looked up to see her soon, bloodied and bruised, standing before her.

“Oh, Andrew, ye have been injured? I should never have allowed ye to go,” Elaine said, rushing to her son and throwing her arms around him.

“I wanted to go, mother, I had to go. The honor of our clan is at stake, the enemy encroaches upon our lands day by day, and there is rumor of uprising and insurrection,” Andrew said, ignoring his mother’s concerns and going to his father’s side.

“Andrew fought bravely, Elaine, ye would have been proud of him,” Finlay said, helped from the stretcher and into a chair by the fire.

“But at what cost?” Elaine said, tears welling up in her eyes.

“The time for peace is at an end, mother. We cannae sit idly by and allow our lands to be overrun. John Erskine is raising an army to take the crown. This is our chance,” Andrew said, and Elaine shook her head.

“We have always worked for peace, Andrew. Yer father and I have sacrificed much to ensure it. We cannae throw that away now on some foolish errand. The Earl of Mar will never raise an army large enough to take on the crown,” she said, but Andrew shook his head.

“There are many who will rally to his banner, mother. I am one of them. I am old enough, and I have had a taste of war now. I am ready,” he said.

“I will nae hear of it. Tell him, Finlay, tell him he is a fool to think these things,” Elaine said, looking around her in desperation.

“Yer mother is right, Finlay. Ye fought these past few days bravely, but we cannae take on such a cause; it wouldnae be right. Ye still have much to learn,” he said, and Andrew cursed.

“Ye treat me like a child, but I am nay child; I am a man, and I know the cause of right and wrong. The crown has too long subjected us to its cruel rule, well, enough is enough, I shall join with the Earl of Mar and fight. There is nothin’ that ye can dae to stop me,” he said, and with that, he turned and marched from the great hall, the doors slamming behind him.

“We must talk some sense into him. He cannae plunge us into war,” Elaine said, as the servants brought hot water and bandages for Finlay.

“He is headstrong, but perhaps he will soon learn,” Finlay said, sighing and shaking his head.

“But the cause he speaks of, can it even be true? John Erskine is but one man, the Earl of Mar can never take on the crown in such a way,” she said, and Finlay shook his head.

“I fear that the Earl has already drawn many to his cause. Andrew is idealistic; he does nae know the horrors of war as we dae. I shall talk to him,” he said, sighing and shaking his head.

***

But there was to be no conversation between Finlay and Andrew, for his son was already making plans. He had left the great hall, angered by his mother’s refusal to allow him to fight for a cause he believed was right.

In his chambers, he cursed the foolishness of his parents and their timidity. Did they not see the need to act if the honor of the clan was to be defended? Andrew had long heard tales of the crown’s brutality and of how it had taxed and subjected so many into submission.

“I will not allow it,” he said, bringing his fist down hard upon the mantelpiece.

He had made his decision already, long before he and his father had returned to Kilchurn from their flight along the eastern border of their territory. Andrew had seen for himself the devastation wrought by those who supported the crown and believed they could take anything they wished.

Crofts had been burned, peasants terrified, lands seized, and all manner of wickedness enacted in the name of the king. He would not stand for it any longer, and now, he took up his meager possessions and wrapped his cloak tightly around him, his sword slung at his side.

He would not ask permission to go, for he knew his parents would never allow it. By the time they realized he was gone, it would be too late, and he would have disappeared into the night. He waited until the castle grew quiet, the night watch bell having sounded, and the torches on the gates extinguished.

Now, he made his way quietly downstairs, picking his way through the darkened corridors, and sneaking into the kitchen to steal food. He could picture his mother’s face if she knew what he was doing, the horror she would feel when it was discovered that he was gone. But Andrew knew his cause was right, and he slipped out of the castle by the side gate in the gardens, fleeing across the moorland to join the Earl of Mar and fight in his rebellion.

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“Ye’ve come back.” A surprised Liam stared back at Elizabeth Darling as she entered the large hall of Duart Castle.

She’d seen him instantly, and her heart began to flutter as she took in his strong form once more. It had been a dull time in England with her aunt. No man there had come close to heating her blood the way that Liam MacLean did. It was frustrating and unnerving.

She nodded as she approached him. “Yes, I had heard from Charlotte that her wedding would be a few weeks away, and I thought I would come for the festivities. My aunt lives not too far from the Scottish border. But I am late.” She frowned, and Liam took a step closer.

“But ye can celebrate now, lass.” He pulled a drink from a table and handed it to her. “I think ye must begin right away.” He grinned, and Elizabeth could feel her insides tingling at the sight of his beautiful smile. She took a sip of the wine and felt its heat pass through her with gratitude.

She had spent too many nights crying about her father and having to leave Scotland and her new friend, Charlotte. Her father had been put in prison. There was no death sentence as of yet, for which she was grateful, for the King had been in a pleasant mood, but that could change at any time. Elizabeth had decided to return to Duart, at least for a visit to take her mind off what she was to do next.

And now with Liam MacLean in her sight and a glass of wine in her hand, she wanted to forget the past. She wanted to put aside her nerves and her fears and just let go. Liam then asked, “Come and dance, lass, if ye Sassenachs know how to do it.”

She felt herself being pulled along by a smiling Liam, and she finished her wine quickly as she was led to the dance floor amidst quickly moving people and the cries of the bagpipe. She was swept into a dance, and she found herself laughing as Liam’s strong arms moved her this way and that. She was happy to come back.

***

Charlotte and Angus returned to the gathering, their bodies warm with contentment. Inside the quiet of the study, Charlotte remembered with bliss as Angus had thrust into her as she laid on the desk, spilling papers everywhere as her moans of pleasure had lifted to the ceiling. They’d readjusted their clothing and returned to the party, knowing their presence would eventually be missed.

Charlotte pointed into the crowd as she and Angus moved towards the dancing. “Angus, look! ‘Tis Elizabeth! She has come to see us wed!” Charlotte’s heart swelled, and she wished to run forward to grab her into an embrace.

Angus grinned. “And look at Liam, about as proud as a peacock as he moves her about the dance floor.”

Charlotte said, “Yes, I think that there is something there. I am so glad she has returned, for I wish to make her my project once again.”

“Yer project?”

“Yes! She has had a rough time of it. Her father’s unkind and a murderer, and she has been told her whole life to be a quiet little mouse. I wish to continue to awaken the energy in her.”

Angus laughed. “If anyone can imbue someone with energy, then ‘tis ye, Charlotte.” She felt Angus’ arm snake around her waist and rest on her backside.

John Campbell sidled up to them, his face reddened with drink and creased into a smile. He nodded to both of them. “Happiest of days tae ye both. Angus MacLean, ye’ve really found a woman here, ye know. Ye best be kind tae her and treat her well.”

Angus shook John’s hand. “Aye, so I have, Campbell. Ye are most welcome. We are also most grateful tae ye for yer kindness. I think the Campbells are in for a change in the next years.”

“Aye, that we are, MacLean.” He looked toward the dance floor and spotted Elizabeth smiling and laughing. “Is that the Lord’s daughter? What is her name?”

“Elizabeth. Yes, ‘tis her.” Charlotte watched as John watched Elizabeth with interest, and she felt a little excitement tingle in her breast.

John took another sip of his cup. “Things are about tae get much more interesting then.”

Charlotte laughed as John began to move through the crowd towards Liam and Elizabeth. She hoped they would, indeed.

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Three Years Later…

Sometimes, when he thought about it, things still seemed so strange to him. Fin could not believe that four years had passed since the battle with Castor. One fight that had changed his entire life. And so much had changed. And yet, so much had also stayed the same.

The one constant over the years was his love for Ivy. And her love for him. Oh, they’d had their share of ups and downs over the years, but his love for her never wavered. Not one bit. Nor had her love for him. For the most part, though, their life in Elix had been nothing short of a dream, a dream that before Ivy came into his life, Fin never could have conceived of.

The high pitched laughter of his children drew him out of his thoughts and brought him back to the present. A smile touched his lips as he watched Ivy playing in the river with their two children: Liam and Elizabeth. Liam was three years old and Elizabeth two. And Ivy was pregnant with their third child. Their family was growing, filling Cherrythorn Manor with the purest love imaginable.

His children were his pride and joy. Even at three, Liam was already looking like him. Or at least, like he had when he was a child. And despite having red hair and startlingly green eyes, Elizabeth looked very much like Ivy. They were both precocious and intelligent. Everything they did simply amazed him. If it could be said that he had fallen in love with his children, Fin most definitely had. Merely looking at them made his heart swell to the point he felt like it might burst.

He reclined on the blanket beneath the cherry tree, relishing the unusual, but welcome, the warmth of the day. They had taken advantage of it by having some family time out in the orchards. It was nice to get away from all of the duties that came with being the ruling couple of Elix. Even though the rule officially fell to Ivy as the Lady of Elix, there was no shortage of people pulling at Fin, demanding things of him.

It was not that he did not like it. He had come to truly love the people of Elix, and he wanted to do right by them. He wanted them to be prosperous and happy. But it was sometimes stressful, and of course, it demanded quite a bit of his time – time he wanted to spend with his wife and family.

Ivy brought the kids up from the river and set them down in the grass near the blanket. She gave them a few toys to amuse themselves with as she sat down on the blanket next to him. Ivy gave him a smile as she fished one of the honey sweetcakes out of the basket that she loved. She broke it in half and handed him a piece. Fin caught her hand and placed a gentle kiss on the back of her knuckles.

“What was that for?” she asked.

“Dae I need a reason tae kiss me wife?”

She smiled wide. “Of course not.”

“Tis a good thing,” he grinned. “I’d hate tae have tae make up a reason every time thae mood struck me.”

“I would hate that too.”

As Fin looked at her, he felt something inside of him stirring. Even after all these years, Fin was amazed that his desire for her had not abated a single bit. He wanted Ivy every bit as much today as he did back when the first met. Maybe even more.

“I know that look in your eye,” Ivy grinned.

“Oh aye? Dae ye now?”

She nodded and smiled. “I do believe you are trying to seduce me with that smoldering gaze, Baron Begbie.”

A small smile touched his lips as he thought about his title. Baron. Even four years later, he was still not used to being called Baron. To him, he was simply Fin. A title of nobility was like an ill-fitting coat. No matter how you shrugged, squeezed, pushed, and pulled, it just never fit quite right.

“You are insatiable,” she said with a laugh. “Positively incorrigible.”

“Aye. Tis true,” he said. “But that is yer fault.”

“How is your libidinous nature my fault?”

Ivy squealed and then giggled as Fin pulled her down to him and half-laid on top of her. He kissed her deeply, reveling in the feel of her tongue swirling with his and the heat of her body. Elizabeth’s giggling made Fin pull back and look over at his kids. They were currently enjoying spreading mud on each other’s faces and in their hair. He turned his gaze back to Ivy, and they shared a laugh.

It seemed that their moment of intimacy passed, and Fin rolled over, propping himself up on his elbow as he watched his kids. Ivy leaned forward and planted a gentle kiss on his cheek.

“Do not worry, my love,” Ivy said. “They will be so worn out, they’ll be asleep by the time we get back. And then I will be all yours.”

Fin’s smile was wide and flirtatious. “I’m goin’ tae hold ye tae that.”

“I am counting on it.”

Fin reached over and caressed her cheek with his hand, reveling in her smooth, flawless skin. Her eyes were so clear and so bright and held nothing but a love for him so powerful, Fin was overwhelmed by it.

“Did you think that four years after we were married, you would still desire me as you do?” she asked.

Fin smiled. “I kent I would,” he replied. “Ye’re thae only woman I’ve ever loved thae way I love ye.”

She bit her bottom lip and smiled sweetly. “That is a wonderful answer,” she said. “And the correct one, by the way.”

A small laugh passed Fin’s lips. “Thae correct answer, eh? I didnae ken ye were testin’ me.”

“I am always testing you.”

“Ahhh. Good tae ken.”

They laughed together, but the sound of horses approaching cut into their moment. Ivy frowned as she looked up and let out a long sigh.

“Not one day,” she said. “We cannot have one single day to ourselves.”

“I think that comes with thae title,” he chuckled. “I’ve heard Col say much thae same thing.”

Fin got to his feet and then offered Ivy his hand, helping her up. He glanced at his children, who remained riveted by the act of smearing mud all over each other and did not seem to notice the riders approaching. He looked over and saw two men coming. One was Luke, a good Scottish lad, a few years younger than him, whom he had appointed to be the head of his personal guard.

He would have asked Hollis, but the man seemed more interested in spending his days with Mira than anything else, and Fin had not wanted to interrupt his life. Hollis was a good man and deserved to be happy. Hollis had personally trained Luke, though, and had prepared him as well as he could, which made Fin feel better about having somebody younger than him watching his back.

Over the last couple of years, he had gotten to know Luke well and had come to like the man enormously. Clever. Funny. Intelligent. And wicked with a blade in his hand. Hollis could not have chosen a better stand-in for him.

The second rider was a stranger to Fin… though something about him tickled the back of his mind. There was something familiar about him. Judging by the way he dressed and his long, shaggy brown hair that flowed freely down to just below his shoulders, Fin had no doubt he was Scottish. He was young and had probably had not seen more than eighteen or nineteen summers.

Ivy took his hand and gave it an uncertain squeeze. She looked at him, and he saw the same uncertain curiosity reflected in her eyes. Luke and his guest slid off their horse and approached them, Luke, with his customary self-assured swagger, and the other young man far more uncertainly.

The young man with Luke was tall. Thin. And he was not much to look at. He was neither fighter nor brawny enough to work a farm. True, he was still young, but if he were a farmhand, he should have been filled out already. His breeches and tunic were ragged and like him, stained with dirt, grime, and what looked like blood. The young man looked like he had been on the road for a long while and was ready to drop. He looked hungry and exhausted.

“I am sorry to disturb ye, Baron and Baroness,” he said with a small bow. “I wouldnae have interrupted yer day had it nae been an emergency.”

Fin nodded, his curiosity growing. “What is it then?”

“Dae ye remember me, My Laird?” asked the young man.

“I’m nae yer Laird, lad,” he replied. “Just call me Fin.”

Luke nudged the young man in the side with his elbow. “Ye’ll address him as Baron Begbie, and her as Baroness Welton.”

Fin tried to suppress the smile that flickered across his lips. Luke could sometimes be a stickler for the formalities. It made him a bit stiff and formal, and it amused Fin.

“B – Baron Begbie. Dae ye remember me?”

Fin shook his head. “Sorry, lad, I daenae.”

He nodded. “Tis all right. I was barely a boy when last we met,” he said. “Ye were friends with me faither. Phillip MacGregor. I’m Donal.”

The name hit Fin like an oaken staff to the belly. He had not heard the name Phillip MacGregor in a very long time; they had been friends as children and had been close at one time. But Phillip’s parents moved to Edinburgh for better opportunities for their family. He had not heard from Phillip since, but as he looked at Donal, he saw the resemblance was unmistakable.

“Aye. I remember Phillip,” Fin said. “Good friends when we were young, we were. But that was long before ye were even thought of. How dae ye ken who I am?”

A faint flicker crossed his lips. “Word of ye and Col has gotten around,” he said. “Scotsmen with fancy Ainglish titles and lands.”

Though Fin knew some folks spoke those words with disdain, he did not hear it in Donal’s voice. It was more just an accepted statement of fact. But Fin was not naive enough to think he and Col had not engendered contempt among some of the Scots and had not accrued enemies along the way for their warm relations with the English.

“What can I dae for ye, Donal?” Fin asked.

Donal shuffled his feet, kicking at a few blades of grass. Fin looked over his shoulder at the children who continued to obliviously play in the mud. Ivy shot him a small grin and shook her head. Donal looked nervous, but more than that, he looked upset. Fin looked closely and could see grief in the young man’s eyes.

“What is it lad,” he said. “Ye can tell me what ye need tae say.”

He sniffed loudly and rubbed at his eyes. “They came by sea. A big ship anchored out in thae harbor. Longboats came ashore full of ‘em,” he said. “They sacked our town. Slaughtered… most of thae people livin’ there. There was just so much blood. Bodies, cut, and savaged.”

Tears rolled down his cheeks, and he angrily wiped them away. He shook his head miserable, and Fin looked at him, not sure what to make of it all just yet.

“I tried tae stop ‘em. I really did,” Donal said. “But there were tae many. They were tae good with their blades. They laughed at me and beat me, but left me alive. Said they wanted me tae remember who done this.”

“Who did this, Donal?”

“A French raiding party,” he said. “They came ashore in Sowkirk and pillaged thae town.”

Sowkirk was a port town not far from Cherrythorn Manor. It was a bustling town, and while perhaps not as cosmopolitan as London or Edinburgh, it had a certain charm to it. Fin had taken Ivy into Sowkirk more than once for a good meal and for whatever entertain they could find. Ivy had developed a taste for the street theater. It was hard to think that Sowkirk had been razed.

“The French?” Fin asked.

He cast at Ivy, who looked as stunned as he felt. Relations between the French and English were always tense and balanced on a razor’s edge, but there were no open hostilities between the French and the Scottish. Fin could not fathom the idea that a French raiding party had come ashore in Scotland and pillaged a town.

“That makes no sense,” Fin said. “Why would they provoke thae Scots like that?”

Ivy shook her head. “I do not know. But you are right, it makes no sense whatsoever.”

“Are ye sure they were French, lad?” Fin asked.

“Aye. I heard ‘em speakin’,” he said. “I daenae speak French, but I ken what it sounds like. I heard it in Edinburgh sometimes. Thae strangest thing, though, is that the raiders seemed like they was takin’ orders from a lass.”

Fin noticed that Luke reacted to Donal’s words. “What is it, Luke?”

“I ken this lass,” he said. “At least I think I dae.”

“You ken her?”

He shrugged. “I mean, I ken of her. I daenae ken her personal like.”

“And who is she?” Ivy asked.

“They call her “La renarde de la mer,” he said. “The Sea Fox.”

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7 years later

Isabelle Wilson never thought it was too early to teach her child and her niece how to fight. Rose had taught them the beginning skills of using a sword, but now that she was busy as a newly pregnant mother and feeling a little too ill to spend much time on her feet, Isabelle had taken over the lessons lately and was focusing on archery. She would line up apples or acorns on far stumps, and the two girls would practice for hours, squinting their eyes and sticking out their cute little tongues as they tried to focus on their targets.

“Use your mouth as a guide. Hold tight to your bows.” She stood behind the two cousins and laid her hands gently on their backs. She whispered, “fire,” and the beautiful sound of whooshing arrows was sent through the air, and they landed perfectly in each of their targets.

Isabelle clapped with delight. “Beautiful, my girls!” She hugged her daughter, Orla, and squeezed her niece Shana’s shoulder. “You have learned so much. I am so proud!”

“Mommy, when will we be able to practice again? I know that Shana has to go back and help Auntie Rose today.”

Isabelle knelt down so that she was on a level with the pair of 7-year-olds. “Well, that is very nice of Shana. You can go to help too, Orla. Auntie Rose needs a lot of help right now, but do not worry. We can practice again tomorrow and every day after that if you so wish it.” The two little girls both smiled and wrapped their arms around Isabelle’s neck. She felt a warm happiness tingle through her belly. Not only did she have her own beautiful child, but a lovely niece as well.

They were so alike in spirit and appearance, one would often think they were twins. “Now, can you tell me where your dad and your uncle is?”

Shana pointed away towards the field of corn off in the distance. “He is with my daddy right now. I think they are arguing about some sort of farming.”

Isabelle rolled her eyes and laughed. “Of course they are. One would think they had no other interesting topics to discuss!” The girls giggled, and Isabelle sent them on their way back to the village, and she smiled after them and watched as they skipped home, hand in hand, both carrying their bows in the other.

Isabelle leaned down to pick up the quiver and the arrows that remained from their practice. Slinging them over her shoulder, she wandered towards the field, enjoying the feel of the hot sunshine on her face. This village was absolute bliss. For the last seven years, she and Eamon had enjoyed contentment and happiness that she had never expected. It was so overwhelming at first, to be surrounded by such love and care, but it was what her heart had so greatly needed. She was happy that her daughter Orla had such a happy, loving home, where her parents truly loved each other, and her father treated her with such affection.

As she approached the field, she heard Sean and Eamon discussing how best to harvest the corn this year. “I think we could preserve manpower if ye would bloody get a plow and a few more animals.”

Sean said back, “I thought we wanted tae get away from the world, and ye are always trying tae modernize.”

“Gentlemen,” Isabelle said after clearing her throat. She came upon them and put her hands on her hips. “You know, if an outsider was to see the two of you right now, arguing over proper farming techniques, then I do not think they would ever know what brazen warriors you were in the past. You two are like a pair of old men now.” She stifled a giggle at their aghast faces.

Eamon replied, “Now, Sassenach, ye think that we have forgotten all our sword skills, but of course we havenae. We can fight just as we used tae.”

Isabelle nodded. “Of course, and Sean, do ye agree?”

“Of course. We could prove it.”

“Well, I am certain that both Rose and I would enjoy that scene greatly. We might hear a few extra sounds as well, you know, like the popping of joints and the pulling of muscles.”

She laughed and was just about to leave when Eamon grabbed her. “Now, ye cannae say rubbish like that and get away with it, lass.”

“I have work to do, Eamon Wilson, I cannot spend all day deriding you both in the cornfields.” Eamon was about to protest when she turned to Sean. “Shana is coming along nicely with the archery. She has rushed home like a dutiful daughter to help Rose in the house. Is she well today?”

Sean nodded. “Aye, but she still feels sick now and again. She never can predict when it will happen, so Shana has been a big help tae her. I think I will go and check on her now and leave ye two lovebirds tae sort out yer differences.” With a smirk, Sean left the two of them on the edge of the cornfield, bathed in a lovely golden light.

Eamon nodded. “That is right. As a husband, I ought tae punish ye for such bold behavior, woman.” Isabelle grinned and wrapped her arms about his neck, looking lovingly into his eyes. Eamon had aged, of course, but it was more like a lovely ripening which matured his face and made him look both kinder and stronger. He had tiny flecks of gray at his temples, and a few lines as well. She bore her own lines too from the birth of their beautiful daughter, but not one day had her love for him dampened. It only grew and grew, like she knew that it would.

“You would never think of punishing me, Eamon, for you know that I would come after you with a fiery vengeance.”

He chuckled, leaning closer to her, wrapping his rough hands around her waist. “Aye, yer too right, lass. I would never survive.”

Isabelle sighed contentedly. “I have never been as happy as I have been here, my love. I hope you know that.”

“So I do. But you must know that I have also never been so happy. I much prefer arguing over farming like an old man, rather than having to save my wife from the brink of execution.”

Isabelle smiled. “Yes, I do not think I would wish to revisit that part of our lives, although I am glad we never received any renewed visits from the English forces.”

“Aye, well, after the King heard about the fire and the massacre and all of Cutler’s extreme actions, he decided tae let his vengeance be, did he nae?”

“It was good of him. A surprise reaction.” She leaned up to kiss Eamon lightly on the lips. “You are just as handsome as the first time I saw you.”

“Now, that is nae fair, when ye have grown more beautiful each day I have known ye.”

Isabelle wrapped her arm in his, and they began to walk towards the village. “Is that so? I must be a lucky woman.”

“That ye are, lass, that ye are.” Growling, he hoisted her up into his arms, laughing, and when they reached the door to their hut, they pushed inside together. “I shall show ye just how lucky ye are, my love.”

Isabelle sighed with delight and let him do just that.

***

Shana Wilson sighed with boredom as she shot an arrow towards the nearby stump and heard the satisfying squelch as it landed squarely in an apple’s red flesh. She had done this time and time again ever since she could remember. The practice was growing dull. Once she pulled it out and bit into the apple, she slung the bow over her shoulder and decided to head to the village’s small library. It was one of the great aspects of the village of The Scots she called her home. Her aunt Isabelle had begun gathering books whenever she could, while she was off collecting supplies, and bringing them back so that the schoolchildren could use them to learn, and adults could while away any free hours. It was where Shana had learned about the excitement of the outside world, and it had ignited a desire for adventure in her. The more she read, the more she knew she wanted, no, needed, to see the world for herself.

She had heard her aunt speak of England, and her parents speak of Loch Ness and its shining waters and a smoking fort that stood on its bank. All of them had had so many adventures, like when her father and her aunt were on the brink of execution, and her uncle saved him. One of her father’s friends, Donovan, had missing fingers to prove what kind of danger they had all been in. So, Shana had begun to read whatever she could about England, and that day she was reading about the history of its kings, with all their mysteries, scandals, and secret deaths. Once inside the hut, which contained the books, she found her well-used copy, and instead of staying within the dim walls, she decided to take it to the border of the woods, where she and her cousin Orla would often walk.

The border of the village was as close as she had ever come to leaving the village, and it gave her a thrill to be so close to the edge. Sadly, today, Orla was not with her. She had rejected Shana’s invitation to practice archery and had run off to meet Robert, a boy who was wooing her day in and day out.

Pushing her brown hair out of her eyes and squinting into the sun, Shana traced her steps along the usual walking path underneath the trees. She threw the apple core into the woods, hearing the crunch of sticks and grass as it landed. One day she would leave, and her parents would just have to understand. She could come back one day, but right now, Shana knew that she wanted to get away for as long as she could.

A new crunching sounded in the forest. She turned around, expecting to see a curious deer or rabbit coming to see who was tramping through their beloved woods. Instead, she saw a glimpse of the colors of a different Scottish clan kilt moving behind a tree. Slowly, gingerly, she pulled an arrow from her quiver and placed it into her bow, holding it taut, using her mouth as a guide. “Who is there?” she called out to the tree, trying not to let her hands tremble too much.

A man stepped out, holding his hands high. “Lass, I dinnae wish tae scare ye.”

“Who are ye?” Her brows twisted as she stared at him. He was a young man, well-built, with long, reddish-brown hair tied behind his neck. He wasn’t carrying anything, and it seemed so odd to see him out on his own. She had never seen anyone new visit the village before, and it intrigued her. His white shirt was ripped, and Shana could see the smooth, muscled skin underneath. It made her focus wander dangerously.

“I am from another clan, far away. I only seek these woods for refuge, I swear. I wouldnae think tae harm ye in any way, even though ye are quite bonny.” He tried to smile.

Shana scoffed, trying to ignore the pleasure of hearing herself called bonny. None of the other boys in the village had ever called her that. “Ye would get an arrow pierced straight through yer heart before ye could even try tae do that.”

She kept the arrow tight, but the man looked so eager that she slowly lowered her weapon. He was far enough away that if he decided to lunge toward her, she still had enough time to aim and shoot at his chest.

“Now that ye have seen me, I wonder if ye might give me help. I only need tae spend a few nights here, and I need a bit of food.” He took a step forward, and Shana could feel her grasp tighten on her bow once again.

Shana pursed her lips in thought. Her parents would never approve of her helping a strange man without their knowledge, but after her original wave of panic and fear had passed, she felt a thrill at having a sort of new adventure fall into her lap. “All ye need is food? And then ye will go away?”

He nodded. “Aye. I need tae stay a few nights in hiding, and then I will be off tae my next place. Some bread and a bit of meat will be what I need.”

Shana pulled an extra apple out of the bag hanging at her side and threw it to him. “Ye can start with this, but I shall get ye what ye need. I may return tae this place?”

The man nodded and smiled. For a moment, Shana was surprised at how handsome the man looked when he smiled. It transformed his pained demeanor entirely. He was boyish and intriguing. “Thank ye, lass. Aye. I shall wait for ye.”

“If I see ye coming intae the village, stealing, or out tae set ruin tae any of us, ye shall receive that arrow tae the heart.”

He nodded. “Understood.”

She was about to turn to go when she said, “What are ye running from? What is yer name?”

“Logan. I am running away from something. Someone has died, and the English officers are after me, but I am innocent. I swear tae ye!”

He held his hands up again, as if he was in court, pleading his case. “Someone was killed?” She knew her voice held a note of interest, but she couldn’t help it. He nodded, and she scrutinized him. He didn’t look like a murderer to her, but how did one know what a murderer looked like? Surely a murderer would not be as handsome as this.

“I see. Well, ye must be gone tomorrow or the next day. Ye cannae bring the soldiers tae this land. It is a secret village, of a sort.”

“I shall do naething tae harm my beautiful rescuer.” He smiled that handsome smile of his, and, satisfied, Shana turned around, her imagination spinning with what this man’s story was. She snuck into the village, trying to avoid her parents, her aunt, and uncle, and Orla if she could. She thanked God when she arrived at her family’s home and, peering inside, saw no one. But that could change at any moment, for she had two younger brothers. She rushed in, grabbed some salted pork and a loaf of bread from the pantry. Pushing the items, she hurried back to the woods, her heart beating wildly in her chest.

This was the most exciting thing she had ever done. Coming back to the border of the woods, she moved slowly, calling out Logan’s name softly. He appeared before her so soundlessly that she jumped a little in surprise. He was a lot closer this time, and she clenched her fist to realize that she had left her bow and arrow in the house. How could she have been so clumsy? This man could be dangerous!

Her heart told her he was not, but she did not want to risk anything. She held out the bag before her, saying, “I have brought you a few things. I do not know how long they will last, but here you go.” He moved forward, closing the space between them even more, and Shana could feel the heat from his body. His hand brushed against her own as he took the bag from her.

“Thank ye, lass.” He opened the bag and smiled. “How can I show ye my gratitude?” He looked up at her, watching her with a piercing green gaze. She was close enough that she could see flecks of brown in his eyes. She took a breath. None of the boys in her village ever looked at her this way. She saw the way her father looked at her mother, and it was a little like this. To have such a gaze directed at her felt strange, yet pleasurable.

“Ye will leave our village.” Her voice was soft. She had lost the edge from before. He placed the bag down, stepped a little closer, and looking into her eyes for a moment, he pulled her to him, and he kissed her.

Shana tensed as her body registered what was happening, but then she felt weak at the knees as she felt the delicious warmth of his lips on her own, firm yet gentle. The smell of him was strong, earthy, and manly. He pulled away and went to grab his bag again. “Thank ye, again, lass. I thought that was the only way tae thank a beautiful woman.”

Shana touched her lips. “The only way to…” Anger flashed in her mind. While she had enjoyed the kiss, he seemed all too confident that his kiss would provide enjoyment. She clenched her teeth to his apparent amusement. “I suppose ye think every girl wants a kiss from ye, lad. Well, good day tae ye. If ye are nae gone by the time I come tae the woods taemorrow, then ye shall find that arrow in yer chest.”

Logan chuckled, his fear and eagerness for help gone now. “Next time, in order tae do so, ye shall have tae bring the bow and arrow.” Shana opened her mouth to reply but instead stomped off back to the village. How dare the man be so impertinent? She could hear his laughter as she left the woods, and she hoped she would never see him again. Never before was she so embarrassed at how easily she had fallen for his handsome charms. Perhaps he truly was a dangerous man and could not be trusted to leave their village?

Walking further down the path, for she was not yet ready to return to the village, Shana pondered what had happened in her mind. In one way, the heavens had heard her cries for adventure. She met a handsome stranger with a mysterious past, and she had her first kiss, which was blissful. But now, it was almost as if the heavens wanted to teach her a lesson. She had been rightly punished for her over-excitement at the opportunity for adventure by a selfish, cocky Highlander who only used her to get what he wanted. She would go back to the woods tomorrow to make sure the man had fled the border. And next time, she would not forget her bow and arrow.

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Emma ran her hands ran over the thick leather binding with reverence. The brittle pages beneath her fingertips brought her back in time. Seeing her great-grandmother’s handwriting connected her with a world of romance and adventure in a way that was personal—that made her feel as if it were her story within the pages. She read by the candlelight for at least the hundredth times, the words that inspired her with more dreams than a whole library of books and scrolls and letters.

Errol made me this diary to keep a record for our bairns, so they might know us and our story for all that we are. It’s beautiful. I cannot imagine how much time he spent working on it. That’s how he is, though. That’s how he’s always been. He’d do anything to make me smile, and I him.

We’ve carved quite the life out here on Skye. One I would have never imagined before him. It’s a simple life, but one I am grateful for every day. I’m watching him now from the porch. He’s teaching Lyla how to milk the goats. She’s crying, and it melts my heart to see how gentle he is with her. She’ll be five years in spring. How she’s grown this last year. I can hear her now fussing up a storm, and I hope she reads this one day and remembers how scared she was of hurting her goat friends by milking them.
It’s been three years since I’ve visited my childhood home. With my uncle passed now, there’s no reason to make the trip, not with four bairns in tow.

As far as I’m concerned, it’s Fiona’s home now. There’s nothing left for me there ‘cept bad memories. Maybe one of my bairns will change that—make it their own and bless its halls with the laughter and joy it deserves.

It brings me comfort knowing it’s still there—though I doubt we’ll visit again. I worry about the cold and Errol. Already his hands seem to tense up. I can tell the weather by his bones these days. It makes me grateful for each morning as I watch our youth fade.

“Emma?”

The young woman slammed the book closed and blew out the candle. She could hear the screeching cry of the hinges as her door pushed open, and a draft from the rest of the house washed over the room. She could smell the wick of her freshly snuffed candle smoking.

“I ken yer still awake.”

Emma sighed and rolled over, “What do ye want?”

“Can I sleep with you? I’m scared.”

Emma looked at her little sister. Her hair was a mess from tossing and turning. Emma gave out a vanquished sigh and opened the sheets to invite her in. The small girl clambered eagerly into the warmth and embrace of her older sister, snuggling close. The wind howled, shaking the roof with its mighty gusts. Emma rolled over and re-lit her candle.

“Pa’s not home.” The little girl looked up with saucer eyes, “Ye can read as much as ye’d like.”
Emma smiled and wrapped her arm around her young sister, “Ye ken, someday, I’m goin’ tae go here,” she patted the leather journal with love and affection.

“What happened to them?”

“They grew old together.” Emma opened the book at random, not even reading the pages, just admiring the neat scrawl of penmanship and replaying its many stories in her mind, “They loved each other more than anyone else in the whole world, Charlotte. When she got sick, she couldn’t leave her bed for three weeks, an’ he brought her wildflowers every day to make her smile.”
Charlotte let out a heavy sigh, “How romantic.”

“Aye,” Emma felt her heart rate rise as she thought about some of the steamier bits unfit for her child sister. The kisses and sweet nothings whispered between true loves, “Someday, I want what they have. Can ye imagine? Wondering and adventuring over the countryside with yer perfect match.

Listen to this,” Emma flipped through the pages quickly until she found the spot, and then read out loud, “Never were there two people who love each other more than Errol and I. Each day I fear to wake and find it all a dream. When I muster the courage to open my eyes, I turn to him and seeing him lying there, I no longer fear death. My body aches from time and weather and circumstance, but my heart—oh, how he keeps my heart young. This, these moments, is heaven. I know God because I see him every day. My heart knows peace and serenity, renewed with each laugh, with each breath,” and then Emma silenced and read the last bit to herself with each loving touch. A prickling sensation ran over her arms and neck as such insinuations awakened her imagination to the love that only a husband and wife could know.

“Lovely,” Charlotte yawned. “Someday, I want tae be a lady.”

“It doesn’t work like that. Don’t be silly.” Emma closed the book.

“Grandmama was—why can’t I?” Charlotte scowled in defense.

“Ye better get to sleep now. Pa’ll ream us both if he finds out I let ye stay up all night.”

“Why can’t I be a lady?” The little girl demanded.

“’Cause Gale’s uncle couldn’t take away the estate—that was hers—but he were so mad at them out smartin’ him like that, he stripped the inheritance from her title.”

“What a mean man,” Charlotte fumed, “We should both be ladies.” Emma heard the little girl’s stomach growl and felt a deep pang in her heart.

“Emma, I’m hungry.”

“I ken.” She pushed the brown curls from the child’s face and planted a kiss on the pale forehead, “Me too.”

“What if Pa doesn’t come back this time?” She asked.

Emma could hear the sincere worry in her sister’s voice. She bit her tongue for a moment. Her knee-jerk response was to tell her how great that would be as she recalled the last time they saw their father. Emma held these thoughts in, knowing Charlotte was still filled with the desire and naivety to crave their father’s presence and hope for better times—like the ones they used to have before their mother died.

“He’ll be back soon,” she said, hoping to ease the young girl’s mind. “He always comes back.”

“I ken,” Charlotte sat up and looked her sister hard in the eyes, “But what if he doesn’t? What then, Emma?”
Emma looked at the book in her hand. “I suppose we’ll go on an adventure then,” she said.

“To the fairy pools?”

“Aye.”

“Ye think we’ll find husbands there?”

Emma let out a sigh and leaned back against the headboard, “Wouldn’t that be nice.”
It was easy for Emma to escape into the fantasies the journal provided. She and Charlotte seemed to only know pain and hardship over their last years. She imagined what it might be like to flee with Charlotte—away from it all and into a land imagined full of magic and romance in the North.

Emma opened the book and read randomly from its pages.

“Lyla is sixteen this year.”

“Grandma?” Charlotte asked.

“Mhm, now shush if ye want me to keep reading.”

“Lyla is sixteen this year. She looks just like I did except with her father’s dimples and eyes. She’s sweet on a boy from the village. Errol can’t stand him.

It makes me laugh to think about it. The only reason Errol doesn’t like him is that he dotes on Lyla so. He follows her around almost everywhere. Right now, Errol’s out there testing the poor boy. I’ve been watching him work that bairn into the ground, trying to drive the young lad away. I already know Errol’s going to cave. That young man is meeting Errol’s every demand, burdening it, and struggling his hardest to gain Errol’s approval. I give it two months before he changes his mind and realizes Lyla is lucky to find someone so devoted. She’s giddy and bright. I see her watching them, eager and nervous Errol will say no. It’s taken all my power to keep her in my sight. I’m not a fool. I know what will happen if those two are alone together. It makes me blush to think of when Errol and I were young. It seems like it was just yesterday. My, how the time flies. I feel old watching Lyla. Errol decided he’s done fishing and fine by me. Last year I could hardly breathe when he was out. He’s not as young as he thinks he is. Our boys are old enough to do the work themselves. Although he hasn’t said anything, I know he’s taking the transition hard. I see the way he stares out at the ocean….”

Emma could hear Charlotte snoring on her chest fast asleep. She held the book open, but her eyes turned up to the ceiling beams. She thought about what Charlotte said. A part of her wished their Pa wouldn’t return this time. It was frightening to think of what could happen if it were just the two of them, but at least Emma would have one less mouth to feed. Unlike Charlotte, she’d given up hope on their father ever returning to the man he used to be. It angered her to know Charlotte went to sleep hungry each night while he managed to scavenge up enough money to get drunk at the taverns.

If ever she had the chance, Emma decided then they would set off for the Highlands. They did not belong where they were, Scots stranded amongst the English. Emma let out a heavy sigh and traipsed her fingers over her forehead as she thought. She was grateful her mother taught her how to read despite her father’s wishes. Reading about Errol always sparked Emma’s thirst for someone that supportive in her life. He encouraged Gale’s intelligence and thirst for adventure instead of seeing it as something intimidating and to be snuffed out.

Someday she would meet someone who admired her mind instead of punished it. Someday she would be able to run amongst the glens and mountains, free from the burdens of modern civilization. It was difficult to believe she even made it to the turn of the century. Part of her believed she would have died before seeing the year 1600. Now, all she hoped for was not seeing 1601 from under the same roof.

Emma played with the chestnut curls tangling over Charlotte’s head. It frightened her to think of traveling with Charlotte—if anything happened to her, she would die. But she knew this place was nowhere for Charlotte to grow up. The air was polluted with peat smoke. Charlotte drew in a breath, and Emma could hear it rattle in her chest. She knew the little girl’s breathing would only get worse within the city. She needed fresh air.
Scotland. Emma closed her eyes. What a dream. And that night, Emma and Charlotte both dreamed of Romance and gypsies and wild mountains filled with tall Highland warriors. They dreamed of love and the smell of the ocean—of keeping all that they worked for. They dreamed of feeling safe and loved and laughing in the land of their maternal ancestors. Not the cold drafts, nor aching bellies, or screaming wind could rock them from the pleasant hopes of a future in the Highlands.

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